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the Blog before Christmas

Just finished watching one of my favorite movies, Pay it Forward . Even though I have watched it many times before, I still am amazed at the wonderful story, great performance of the actors, and the simple uniqueness of the concept. For those who haven't watch the movie yet, the concept of Pay it Forward is really simple: you do something real good for three people, and when they ask how they can pay back, tell them to "pay it forward" to three more people, each. You have to do something very important to that person, and something that he/she cannot or would not normally do. In the movie, the concept started when one Social Science teacher gave an assignment to his 7th grade students. He asked them to think of an idea for world change, and put it into ACTION. Twelve-year-old Trevor, the protagonist in the film, came up with Pay It Forward. It is funny that even though the idea sounds really simple, it takes a lot of effort, courage and time to apply it in one's life

Realization

To exist is to be perceived. Eighteen years of wandering in this road called life made me realize that my existence in this world isn't just about me sleeping, eating, having fun, studying, and doing those other day-to-day activities. Rather, it is how gracefully I lived my yesterdays, how boldly I am facing my todays, and how wisely I will prepare for my tomorrows. Whatever perceptions other have for me at the present, due to the actions I have taken in the past, can be considered as evidences of what I will be in the future. But to exist isn't just to be seen, heard or felt by others. To exist is to be involved. Yes, you may have friends, but simply having friends is different from having these persons whom you care about, think about, and share your problems with. Yes, you may have a family, but simply having a family is different from having a father whom you think about whenever he goes to work, a mother whom you help with the household chores because you can see that she

20 Questions

(from June Mark's Friendster Blog) MGA TAUHAN Jigs - Fresh grad. Kabarkada ni Yumi. Magtatrabaho bilang researcher sa isang financial firm Yumi - Commercial Model. Kabarkada ni Jigs. 2 years ahead kay Jigs. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> TAGPO: Gabi. Sa isang kwarto ng isang beach resort. Naglalatag ng kumot si Jigs sa sahig habang inaayos ni Yumi ang kanyang higaan. YUMI Sige na, Jigs. Huwag ka nang magpaka-gentle man. Naaawa ako sa'yo e. Tabi na tayo sa kama. JIGS Hindi, okay lang ako dito. YUMI Huwag ka nang maarte. As if naman re-rapin kita no. Malaki naman itong kama e. Hatiin na lang natin sa gitna. JIGS Sure ka? YUMI Hindi mo naman siguro ako mamanyakin no? JIGS (Matatawa) Okay ka lang? YUMI Kung gusto mo, gamitin na lang natin iyang kumot na divider. JIGS Good idea. Isasampay nila ang kumot mula sa kisame para mahati ang kama sa gitna. Magse-settle down ang

Bleach!

Nobody knows who I really am. I never felt this empty before. And if I ever need someone to come along Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong? And still, the journey goes on. Even on tranquil days so long. And each new phase of the moon... ...shines upon my heart with boon. So we offer a prayer. Waiting for a new day to share. Until the brilliant blue sea... ...dries up completely.

Drunk's thoughts

It's funny. Thinking that you know everything, but at the same time knowing nothing. Trying so hard to acquire something you already have. Looking ahead, behind and around but never looking inside. Neglecting things that are important to you. Being better by committing mistakes. Feeling empty by becoming perfect. Trusting and believing someone whom you know might hurt you. Being someone other than yourself. Smiling when your sad, crying when your happy. We do live in a crazy world... and that makes it worth living.

Back with a B

It has been a while since I last posted here... Have been busy lately, finished my "unfinished" businesses, settled matters with different people, and now starting a new journey while abondoning old ones.

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Wala lang akong magawa. Hehehe

Halo-halo

Katatapos ko lang mag-aral sa Persons (woohoo, nag-aaral kuno dito.. hahaha) at dahil lumalabnaw na naman tong utak ko sa kababasa, dito ko na muna ibubuhos ang mga walang kakwenta-kwentang bagay na kanina ko pa naiisip nung nagpapanggap pa ako sa pagbabasa... 1. Sa mga nagrereklamo na puros mukha ko ang nakikita sa "Friend's Blogs" dahil sa dalas ng posts ko, inggit lang kayo, gumawa rin kayo ng Blog nyo para kita din mukha nyo.. hahahaha. 2. Sorry sorry sorry kay Nessie. Lam mo na kung bakit. =D Peace na tayo. 3. Hindi ko alam kung sinusundan ba talaga ako ng malas, hanggang College of Law, mag-aaral na lang, dami pang side-orders na problema. Ang labo kasi ng utak ng mga tao minsan. 4. Nananawagan ako sa kung sino man gusto bumili ng Pentium 4 computer, kontakin nyo ako, mura lang promise. hehehe 5. Start na ng Season 6 ng Smallville sa US last Thursday (Friday dito sa Pinas). Medyo bitin ako sa panonood, parang may kulang yung season premiere episode nila. 6. Ganda na

sad

i thought that we had it i thought we could make it i thought that we were strong my thoughts were very wrong what happened between us you and i know very well will our path cross again that, only destiny can tell are you missing me the way that i do i hope your life's better now for mine is definitely not

Random thoughts on Pride and Love

Hate is not the antithesis of love. Pride is. Hate is a distinct, strong emotion that is directly connected with love. You can never hate someone without loving him/her first, because it is exactly because you care for him/her, that's why you subsequently feel hatred towards that person. If you do not love a person, if you do not care for that person, then you won't give a damn about him/her, thus you will have no feelings towards him/her, be it hate or love. As much as caring is a product of love, I believe that apathy is an offspring of pride. And as much as love is the source of all goodness, pride for me is the source of all evil. And so, if God is Love, the Devil is Pride. Loving is putting God and other people first before one's self, whereas exhibiting pride is exalting one's self before everything else. A person's action, though important and also a determinant of one's personality, is second only to a person's intent. Therefore, someone who does som

We are the CHAMPION!

woohoo!!! lam kong magpopost na ng blog mga fellow bedans ko, kaya magpost na rin ako. wahahaha.. after 28 years, nanalo din sa wakas!!! yahoo!!!! hehehe... champion kami!!!!!!!!

The One that Got Away

Got this one from Ivie's blog... The One That Got Away Source: The Manila Times By: Mark J. Macapagal      In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There's the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you're with... and the one that got away.       Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that person, with whom everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person; there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn't fall the right way, I suppose.       I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to se

When ur in luv

when you're in love, the world simply stops... every noise, every sound, seems to whisper her name... anything becomes possible, just to get close to her... and that's what i feel for you, i love you, you know that too. i miss you, i want to be there with you... you are my princess and my priestess... you are my whole world... this feeling so strong, could never be wrong... i miss you... i need you... i love you. so let's just hold on and wish we can be together soon...

When ur inluv

~when you're inlove~ when you're in love you do things beyond your expectations... and that's what i do... i love you... and you know that... i miss you... i want you here with me... i want to be loved by you... i am a princess in your eyes... i am your whole world you say... but what can we do we're million miles away... i am in love with you... i know you are too... so let's just hold on and wish we can be together soon... i love you too... i miss you too... i need you too... you are my world too... <3

missin sum1

One day of not talking with you feels like a thousand years in hell. I miss you coz I need you, I need you coz I love you. Take care always. I'll always be with you, maybe not by your side, but always at your back.

I love...

i love the way you smile, honest and inspiring I love watching you sleep, peaceful and so innocent I love hearing you voice while ur talking, singing I love to see you laugh at my corny jokes I love to hold your hand, look into your eyes I love to embrace you real tight I love it when you tell me how perfect we are for each other I love it when you pour your hearts contents on me I love it when you ask me to be myself I love dreamin of you when im asleep I love thinkin of you when im awake I love everything about you I love you I always did I always will

Mails!!!!

I'm cleaning up my inbox right now. I have 1,011 messages, and as I read through each and every one of them again, I can't help but smile and reminisce... My oldest message is dated March 7, 1998 with the subject "friends always" from Ladisla Reyes. She's one of my chatmates sa compass internet dati (my nick is Nostalgia). Reading through the messages, I realized that I made a lot of friends, though most of them now, i have no more communication with. hehehe.. haaay, mukhang nde ko mtatapos ung paglilinis nito.. ang dami e.. hehehe.. signin off...

Halaga

I. Umiiyak ka na naman Langya talaga , wala ka bang ibang alam Namumugtong mga mata Kailan pa ba kaya ikaw magsasawa II. Sa problema na iyong pinapasan Hatid sayo ng boyfriend mong hindi mo maintindihan May kwento kang pandrama na naman Parang pang TV na walang katapusan III. Hanggang kailan ka bang ganyan Hindi mo ba alam na walang pupuntahan Ang pagtiyaga mo dyan sa boyfriend mong tanga Na wala nang ginagawa kundi ang paluhain ka Chorus: Sa libu-libong pagkakataon na tayoy nag-kasama Iilang ulit palang kitang makitang masaya Naiinis akong isipin na ginaganyan ka nya Siguro ay hindi niya lang alam ang iyong Tunay na halaga IV. Hindi na dapat pag-usapan pa Nagpapagod na rin ako sa aking kakasalita Hindi ka rin naman nakikinig Kahit sobrang pagod na ang aking bibig V. Sa mga payo kong di mo pinapansin Akala mo’y nakikinig di rin naman tatanggapin Ayoko nang isipin pa Di ko alam ba’t di mo makayanan na iwanan sya VI. Ang dami-dami naman diyang iba Wag kang mangangambang baka wala ka nang

tired and alone

August 4, 2006. 9:14pm I'm home alone. Texted my sis and that cute little imp texted back "May mumu jan!"... How nice... now I'm tired, alone, and SCARED! GRRRRR!!! Anyways, i'll be spending some time venting off my frustrations in this blog, so please bear with me (what the hell, as if anybody reads my blogs! lolz). Random thoughts: Due to "certain circumstances", I was reminded with a question asked by my classmate in College: "Sino ang pipiliin mo, yung taong mahal mo, pero hindi ka mahal, o yung taong mahal ka, pero hindi mo mahal?" I remember choosing the person I love, even if she doesn't love me. Looking back, I can say that if asked the same question now, I would still answer the same, though probably having a deeper reason than before. To love is to unselfishly take a part of yourself and share it with others, without expecting anything in return. When in doubt on how to love, I have one ultimate guide: Jesus. To love someone, to s

Once Again

In my dreams, I see your face, your beauty When I'm asleep, I can hear you laughing Hugging, feeling the warmth of your body In my life It is you i've been seeking Once again, let me feel that one feeling Please, my lady, I ask of you deeply Let me live those dreams, my very being Breath back the life in this dying body I'll die to be your hero, your champion I'll live to protect you out of harms way I want to be the one that you call on I wish to be yours every single day This love will never waver, never fade Till this body of mine, to death be laid. Infinite Fate Sonnet VIII 07/20/06

Mahalkoh

(1) Sabi nila ay kalimutan na kita Pano nga ba kung ikaw ang laging hinahanap? Sa bawat araw, sa pag gising sa umaga Ang makasama ka ang tanging pinapangarap Wala nang iba pang hahanapin pa Kung pag-ibig mo ay nasa akin na Ikaw ang buhay ko, ang nais makasama Ngayon, bukas, kahit ikamatay ko pa. (Chorus) Mahal kita kahit magmukhang tanga Mahal kita kahit na masaktan pa Sa munting awit na to, sana'y mapadama Ako'y sa 'yo, wala nang iba pa. (2) Mahalkoh, sumama ka sa akin Pangako kong ika'y tunay na mamahalin Wala ka nang dapat pang isipin Binibini, ako'y iyong alipin Munting paru-paro, sana'y gumising na Buksan ang mga pakpak, imulat mga mata Limutin at iwanan na ang nakalipas Magkasama nating harapin ang bukas (Chorus)

Inuman Na

Miss ko na ang inuman ng barkada... Next friday, inuman kami, yahoo!

on Blogs and Bulletins

Yes, I do read my friends' blogs and bulletin board posts. For me, it is part of my responsiblity as a friend to "listen" to whatever feelings they want to express. It is a part of the never-ending process of getting to know one's friends, a simple way to keep oneself updated of what is happening to his friends amidst great distance and busy schedules. Thanks a lot, Friendster.

another one of those blog

"Love is an ugly, terrible business, practised by fools. It will trample your heart and leave you bleeding on the floor. And what does it really get you in the end? Nothing but a few incredible memories that you can never shake. The truth is, there's always gonna be other girls out there, I mean, I hope.  But I'm never gonna get another first love.  That one's always gonna be her." - Little Manhattan The question I have been asking over and over to myself: why do we love someone eventhough we know that in the (near) future, our heart will eventually be "trampled" upon and left bleeding on the floor? Are those "few, incredible memories" enough to tell yourself that it is worth all the pain? Someone once told me that you can never experience the joy of loving without experiencing the pain of hurting first. Back then, it sounded stupid. Now, I know better. It is through hurting that we learn how to appreciate the people that we love. It is when we

Unbind Me

Intoxicating poison inside my heart Vast imagination filling my thoughts Inscribing your name deeep within my soul Everything inside me is nothing but you Denying myself of my own freedom Engaging my mind with mem'ries of you Just a dream of you is heaven to me Enslaved myself with your wit and beauty Simple and gentle, firm and resilient Unparalleled talents of mind and body Stunning as a nature's goddess of perfection Just to see you is a dream come true Oh fair young lady, please never forget Sometime, somewhere, your vines caught my heart Unworthy as I am of your care and affection Every part of me will never cease to love you... I promise